Despite my laid back outlook and general happiness day to day I'm starting to see a bigger picture, and it's beginning to depress me. I have gotten into the habit of not looking beyond today simply because when I think of tomorrow and beyond it depresses me. It seems like happiness is only in the moment right now, I can't be bothered to worry myself about things that haven't happened yet. But living like this makes me lack all goals. My only true goals at the moment are to make sure I don't starve, I keep the internet, and I make my wife happy. That is ok and all, but when viewing the bigger picture it's kinda depressing.
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